urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_triangle paper_triangle paper_triangle 2006-12-05T16:05:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_triangle:1746 2006-12-05T16:05:56Z 2006-12-05T16:05:56Z wind it up - gwen stefani Well, this entire situation is sortof weird.<br />Because<br />1. No matter what I stay & how far away I get from him, I still really like/love/adore Phill.<br />2. I'm in love with one of my teachers.<br />3. I recently found out something important about myself.<br />4. My entire outlook on life & myself is steadily changing. <br /><br />Let's keep this brief: I don't know what to do.<br /><br />But I've always excelled at driving people away from me - this is always an option.<br /><br /><br />! Hallucinogens. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_triangle:1339 2006-12-04T16:29:20Z 2006-12-04T16:29:20Z (Shake it up) <br /><br />I never loved nobody fully <br />Always one foot on the ground <br />And by protecting my heart truly <br />I got lost in the sounds <br />I hear in my mind <br />All these voices <br />I hear in my mind all these words <br />I hear in my mind all this music <br /><br />And it breaks my heart <br />And it breaks my heart <br />And it breaks my heart <br />It breaks my heart <br /><br />And suppose I never met you <br />Suppose we never fell in love <br />Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft <br />Suppose I never ever saw you <br />Suppose we never ever called <br />Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall <br />Just to break my fall <br />Just to break my fall <br />Break my fall <br />Break my fall <br /><br />All my friends say that of course its gonna get better <br />Gonna get better <br />Better better better better <br />Better better better <br /><br />I never love nobody fully <br />Always one foot on the ground <br />And by protecting by heart truly <br />I got lost <br />In the sounds <br />I hear in my mind <br />All these voices <br />I hear in my mind all these words <br />I hear in my mind <br />All this music <br />And it breaks my heart <br />It breaks my heart <br />Breaks my <br />Heart <br />Breaks my heart urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_triangle:1068 2006-12-04T16:25:55Z 2006-12-04T16:25:55Z fidelity - regina spektor poopenschtein. tiny travis. mrowwwwww..<br /><br /><br />my mother needs to tell me that in fact, yes, i can skip school on thursday t go to the city with my loves thomas and michael urbanski.<br /><br />also, phill needs to stop bothering me right now. even though i kind of like it. no i don;t. yes i do.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />no. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_triangle:838 2006-06-05T02:06:36Z 2006-06-05T02:06:36Z Never fucking mind. Why is it completely necessary for others to rub things in my face? I'm really not sure.<br /><br />This evening,<br />like myself,<br />is worthless.<br /><br />Goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_triangle:658 2006-06-05T01:51:16Z 2006-06-05T01:51:16Z any way you want it - rise against "Hello darkness, my old friend. I've come to talk with you again because a vision softly creeping left its seeds while I was sleeping."<br /><br />Today was both less & more than fulfilling, on many different levels.<br /><br />I did, however, go to S-Bury with Vanessa & then afterwards to Mike & Jeff's soccer game. That part of today was gorgeous.<br /><br />And now I am home listening to a real rockin' version of Any Way You Want It by Rise Against. <br /><br /><br /><img src="http://staging.beck.com/assets/video/flv/myspace/6.JPG" /><br /><br />Payce! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paper_triangle:309 2006-06-04T05:26:28Z 2006-06-04T05:40:28Z AVA Today I worked from 11-4. Never made it out of state. <br />Instead, I spent the evening at home, listless. <br /><br />Here is my current playlist, in no particular order:<br /><br />Do You Realize?? (Flaming Lips Cover) - The Postal Service<br />Our Love Will Make the World Go Round - The Maligrove Band<br />Sugar Baby Love - Rubettes<br />We Might As Well Be Strangers - DJ Shadow VS Keane<br />Clap Hands - Beck<br />Helicopter - Bloc Party<br />Get It Faster - Jimmy Eat World<br />For Real - Okkervil River<br />Run - Collective Soul<br />It's Too Late - Otis Redding<br />Made Up Love Song #43 - Guillemots<br />Portland is Leaving - Rocky Votolato<br />A19 - Maximo Park<br />Remind Me - Royksopp<br />Move Away and Shine - The Polyphonic Spree<br />In A Cubicle - Rinocerose<br />Hands - Ms. John Soda<br />Jed's Other Poem - Grandaddy<br />Pelican Narrows - Caribou<br /><br /><img src="http://remixmag.com/images/prod/468x60_FP.jpg" /><br /><br />Cheers, then.